So my life is a soap opera.....

Basically, the guy ive like for a year FINALLY told me hes liked me too. God. Its great. Its wonderful. I could finally have what i wanted. What ive needed for so long. Only, he's moving. Far Far away, and just the thought of us being together is really making everyone else mad. But i dont care. Its my turn!! its my time to have someone i love. Everyone else gets that. Why shouldnt I??

Either way-i know he's moving in 2 weeks, and another guy that i think i could mabye work things out w wants to date me...but NOOO i cant do that either. I can never have nething i want. WHATEVER....FUCK IT

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This is out of control. These "happy" endings are getting old...

So yeah...Lifes been going pretty good. Been hanging out w my girls (and guys), as usual. I have District horse show coming up this saturday and I'm pretty excited about that.

The home life has been going better. Mom's finally on anti-depressants and I think theyre starting to work. YAY!!

I looked at my calender and my summer is packed-but I'm excited!! Lots of mission trips/youth things and horsey things. So, it should be fun.

I dont have really that much to talk about, so I figured I'd share some of my usual camera whoring...of course. haha

Music man...If you didnt see it, you missed out!

Just me...with MAKEUP!! GASP!

Splendor, the "untrainable"....Stupid cowboys couldnt do a woman's job with this beauty!

The ram getting ready to kill me, he was NOT going to get those shots!

Legend is AMAZED by the new mini we brought home

Well, tonight was UBER craziness, want to tell...but What happens on the blanket, stays on the blanket. teeheee. Dontcha just love high school games of truth or dare. haha. that game never gets old.

Mom made me hike the mountian twice today b/c i had MAC N CHEESE and J&S. Mmm, i love that place haha.

OOooOOO I'm so angered. Stupid boys...

I have to make arrangements for prom...what to do, what to do. mom wants me to go with a BOY. yuck. the guys at Foard blow. quite literally...the only ones i'd even concider going with are gay. haha

I have pictures, YAY

Isnt she cute? this kid is going to make my photography carrer. haha

My baby <3

Penis cake. Made for kylie with love

Who other...but MEE!!

One of the chickens. hehe, i love this pic

My one and only TRUE LOVE